Billie Eilish Shares History With Depression and Suicidal Thoughts

Lawrence Kim
January 25, 2020

Additionally, the biggest music night presenters join an all-star cast including Aerosmith, who are also performing live at the 2020 MusiCares Person Of The Year event in their honor, Billie Eilish, Lizzo, Ariana Grande, Jonas Brothers, Camila Cabello, Rosalia, H.E.R., Demi Lovato, Bonnie Raitt, Run-D.M.C., Blake Shelton and Gwen Stefani, Tyler, The Creator, and Charlie Wilson. I was so unhappy.

His Grammy co-nominee for Record of the Year, Billy Ray Cyrus - who lent the song country-world street cred when Nashville snubbed it - will join him on stage, as will the eclectic DJ Diplo and K-pop mega stars BTS. "I don't want to be too dark, but I really didn't think I'd turn 17".

She continued: "I think about this one time I was in Berlin and I was alone in my hotel, and I remember there was a window right there". Her latest single 'everything i wanted' directly addresses a dream she had in which she jumped off of the Golden Gate Bridge and her 2019 hit 'bury a friend' includes lyrics in which she appears to actively consider suicide. "God, I remember crying because I was thinking about how ...the way that I was gonna die was that I was gonna do it".

"It also rhymed", she added. Do you want to do this?

Variety cites "multiple sources" that tell the publication that Swift has been in talks to perform on the show that were "well along", though she was never confirmed for the broadcast. "That kept her going". "She couldn't go out in public without being recognized and most of her friends, unable to relate to Billie's new pop-star status, had drifted away".

As someone who hides self-inflicted wounds in her arms, the musician says she now reaches out to fans with cuts to theirs.

'I just grab them by the shoulders and I am like, 'Please, take care of yourself and just be good to yourself, be nice to yourself. "Don't take that extra step and hurt yourself further, '" the 18-year-old told "CBS This Morning" co-host Gayle King for the upcoming "The Gayle King Grammy Special". "You can't take it back".

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